12-20-25
for the past several days i have been feeling sick, most likley from the mold in my house. other than the mold making me feel like shit, i have had a generally off feeling for the past few weeks. i don't have any idea why i feel like this, if its seasonal depression, if its a general shit feeling from interacting with people that i fucking despise, or my brain shit the bed from all the stress i put it under. yesterday i only stayed in school for about an hour, and in that time i almost got myself suspended. i was on my way to homeroom when i stopped to use the bathroom in one of the single stall bathrooms next to the gym, the vice principal was standing next to the door of the bathroom and make a snide remark twards me "isn't it a bit early to need to use the bathroom?" i didn't feel the need to respond to him because less than an hour ago i had a cup of tea and two glasses of water as somewhat of a breakfast. after a was done, i walked to home room and sat down for a while and was dissmissed to first period. in the first ten minutes of first period (which was biology) i had to use the bathroom again,so i got a pass and went. when i got to the bathroom the vice principal was standing in the same spot (even though it had been 20 minutes) almost as if he was waiting for me. this tme he said to me "again!? you were just in here, you must be regular!" atleast to me, that seems like a really fucking wierd thing to say to anybody. in that moment i used all of the restraint in my soul to not mention the the fact that he had cheated on his wife five times, all of which were with men. i dont think that he should be giving anyone any shit when they know something like that about you.
in the past lots of people have asked me how i know how to do all of the variuos things that i know how to do, the answer is that i just do. when your poor and have nothing better to do things just come to you, for example my friend asked me how i know how to take apart and put back together a computer in an hour, or how on god's green earth a retard like me has any idea how html works. its calld being poor and alone. thats how i learned how to build shacks in the woods. ideally i should get permits and permission from the government to build things but i am not a bitch, i just do shit anyway. i don't remember the government asking any of us permission to dickride israel as hard as they do, so i don't see any point in asking them permission to do shit. i don't know if its just me, but im sick of getting lied to and then told to just deal with it. its not my style to just deal with bullshit from cocksucking retards.
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